Dear Honey,
This question may still be bothering you, as you were having this feeling of negativity back on the 27th of August, more than a month ago.
I got your message sent on your way back to camp, you told me you seemed to have lost your interest and passion for army, and was feeling very negative. And this will be the theme for today's letter, my fourth to you.
To me, I have felt the exact same thing before, but mine was finding no more excitement in my work as a journalist in my last month with SPH. Having to wake up early everyday was a...not a very exciting thing for me any more at one point in time(Waking up itself hasn't been exciting at all for the last 21 years of my existence any way=.= except for the night when I was around 10 and I knew I would treat myself to delicious noodles the next morning I was very very eager for the morning to come ^^...) so back to the topic..I felt drained as well, the job no longer energised me like it used to, I felt bored and restless at workplace, and at times, loathed (means hated ^^) being a journalist.
You see, hating your job and growing tired of it is just a very normal phase we ALL go through no matter what job we are working as.
Wait.
maybe you have already come to term with this issue and have regained your passion again for army life? I hope so! In that case I shouldn't waste my time going on and on about this then ^^
I wonder when my letters usually arrive? I have no clue as I'm writing from the past you see. The real me in your time zone might be sleeping, snoring away like a pig, huddling her blanket in the cold winter, or browsing through books in the library, or munching on her lunch or dinner or showering while singing in the bathroom:))
My guess is at night, around 9pm or so the letter would arrive. I have written myself one before to be sent on my 21st birthday. I hope my letters will be another physical representation of me, when the real me is busy doing her own things, these letters can bring smile to your face and keep your occupied:))
That's all for today! there'are more letters on the way as you are reading this. But they will only come at the time I have scheduled them to, like my little angels sending my love towards you ^^
Love,
