Monday, October 24, 2011

Lost

feeling extremely lost. I just couldnt focus on the tasks I'm supposed to do. I spent hours day dreaming and thousands and thousands of random/irrelevant thoughts raced through my mind. I either run around the city or stay at home rot all day long.

Life has never felt so dead before.

Johnny's giving me another problem. He's barely sleeping, waking up in the middle of the night to play that stupid game of his, ending up sleeping for less than 3 hours a day, according to what he told me.

Broken families, rebellious and hot-tempered teenage brother. stressed out school. my life's in such as mess. the only thing I feel grateful about at times is the fact that I still have someone to spend time with. someone I want to spend my time with. Even that conviction is feeble. I have asked myself this question thousands of times before. but never got a conclusive answer. at times I say yes, while sometimes I have to say no.

Just could not make up my mind. and could not stop complaining about life.

University life sucks to the CORE. my life plunged into a whirlpool of problems/stress ever since the start of the school.FML. being miserable every.single.day.